Internal Struggles

10/12” Mixed media on paper

This is going to be a tough season for me, I’ve been really depressed lately and I can foresee it getting worse as we go through the holidays. Firsts, memories, triggers, it’s all part of grieving. I have to admit that I haven’t done well at grieving the passing of my mom last December. I tend to shove all my feelings down out of reach until I get triggered. That’s how I’ve survived my whole life. Thank goodness I have my paintings to help express all these feelings.

Sorry, I’m not looking for sympathy; I am far from alone in my grief. I just hope others can find an outlet to deal with their struggles. Even if you don’t paint, maybe you can find comfort in the distraction of some kind of creative activity—cooking, baking, photography, crafts; heck, maybe singing works for you! Just know you are not alone. Be well, my friends, and reach out to your friends and loved ones—just say hi! 👋😊❤

18 responses to “Internal Struggles”

  1. Graham Stephen Avatar

    loving the earthy palette

    stay strong, dear tiff! 🤗

    ⬻𓂀ღ☆∞♡ 🔺 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓎 🔺 ♡∞☆ღ𓂀⤖

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  2. suzannesmom Avatar

    I know you’re not looking for sympathy, but I am sorry anyway, having had periods like that myself in the past. Hang in.

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  3. Martha Kennedy Avatar

    Tiffany, here is the biggest hug in the world. The beauty of this painting is that little face looking up. So many times — for me — that has been an act of will. ❤️

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  4. EclecticMusicLover Avatar

    It makes me sad to hear you’re feeling so depressed and beaten down, Tiffany. Life can be so hard at times, and when the loss of a close relative, friend or even pet is added to the mix, things can seem really bleak. I’m glad you’re able to express some of your pain and anxiety through your art.

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  5. Michele Lee Avatar

    Sorry to read you’ve been feeling depressed lately, dear Tiffany though I appreciate you sharing what you’re going through. A willingness to share struggles can be healing and help others. 💝 I’m glad you have your art to express. We’re uplifted and inspired by your artistic shares. 😊🙏🏻

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  6. memadtwo Avatar

    This is a hard time of year in so many ways. Yes, keep creating–it does help. Sending best. ❤️

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  7. Suzette Benjamin Avatar

    Tiffany, sending you good vibes and hugs. Bless you.

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  8. hitandrun1964 Avatar

    Sending lots of hugs.

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  9. Claudia McGill Avatar

    You are right about having an outlet helps through hard times. I hope for better days coming for you.

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  11. Timothy Price Avatar
    Timothy Price

    A perfectly painted depiction of internal struggles. Holidays are particularly difficult when you’ve lost loved ones. Hang in there.

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  12. acrylicphil Avatar

    I totally agree with you: painting regularly saves my sanity. I always look forward to your posts, photos and paintings, Tiffany. I hope there are brighter days ahead.

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  13. RichardB Avatar

    powerful image.. ❤️

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  14. Giadreams (themoviemylife.com) Avatar

    Thank goodness for art, otherwise we’d all have a much tougher time. Wishing you as much comfort as possible during this season. I’m glad you’re not alone during this difficult period. Keep going, my friend. For the brighter side is near. ❤️🤗

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  15. geoffreybaines Avatar
    geoffreybaines

    I’ll be thinking of you through this time.

    (I’m just catching up with all your wonderful pictures after arriving back from Australia.)

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  16. Dawn Pisturino Avatar

    I’ve thought a lot about my family and people I’ve lost, so I can relate. Thank goodness for writing, sunshine, and music!

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    1. TiffanyArpDaleo Avatar

      I hear that, Dawn, thank you!☀🎶

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